I Didn't Know

Confusion doesn't know when it's confused. Trust me, I know. When I was, I didn't. But if you think you know there's no need to keep searching because you already think you have the answers. No, you know you have the answers. Everyone's perception is there reality. Our world is realistically in turmoil because of all of this bad perception. Now I really know that I'm on a need-to-know basis. I seek God and get all I need to know when I need to know it.

YOU CAN'T HANDLE THE TRUTH

There's something terribly wrong when you have a large group of attractive, employed, single adults and no one can make a love connection. Of course, it's none of the singles fault they're single. Men only want sex & don't know how to treat women anymore. Women want to much, complain too much, and don't know how to take care of home & her man. Both sides sling poo & everyone is left stinking.
You attract what you are or what you think. Your mate is your mirror. Something about you is reflected in the type of people you attract, or the ones you're not attracting. 

I hate that most of my brothers & sisters don't want to hear what could help them. It's like they like being single. I don't know why we can't come together, listen to & accommodate the needs of our lovers, because we really do love each other. In spite of being scarred, underneath being scared, all we have to do is communicate & cooperate. We've gotten spoiled in this instant, do-it-if-it-feels-good, anything goes & it's-all-about-me society. We've gone through another sexual revolution yet many are still sexually frustrated because they're oversexed & have cum for brain fluid, or they are sexed less than they desire due to being single.
There's something wrong and no one wants to listen because YOU CAN'T HANDLE THE TRUTH!
People just don't know anymore how to build & be in a relationship, and the benefits of it.

May Day, May Day...but not the usual kind

May I have your attention, please? Ahem, thank you. I would just like to first thank you for taking time out to read what I have to say. Your time is valuable and I appreciate you using a moment of it to see what I have to say.
Hear ye, hear ye...I'm ready for love. I'm open and secure enough to consider allowing someone into my life. This has been a yo-yo of a decision as I'm happy single and choose not to pursue anyone, but I'm ready to trust myself with exchanging interest with someone. That means I allow myself to be vulnerable. That takes a lot of trust. I know people have to earn trust, but we first have to trust ourselves and I trust me. I recently explored having an involvement with someone who I found out wasn't worthy. I saw signs but because I'm emotional and have been prone to jump to conclusions, I had to dig deeper into my soul. I sought the counsel of the Holy Spirit that lives within me and I know I can trust my gut. When I got the confirmation that I needed that it wasn't worthy, I walked away from it just like that. I felt sadness. I cried for a minute; really, about sixty seconds I sobbed, and then it was all over. I felt nothing but strength after that. I love the person but I can't be in love with someone who doesn't love himself enough to give himself the best. I can't do a pessimist or anyone with hate in their heart. I even still think about him. All I can think is I hope he gets it together for himself because anyone I know, I want the to do and have the best they can. That's the true meaning of love - being completely unselfish. I loved this person enough to let him go. More than anything I let go of the need to control a situation over which I have none. I only have control over me, my thoughts, my feelings, and my behavior. I choose to behave in a way that will ensure that I, too, have what I want others to have: happiness.
I will dwell in happiness so that I attract happiness. I will look for the best in others but I won't overlook warning signs. I will not settle for less than respect, devotion, and adoration...and I'll be receptive when it shows up.

Love me,
Angel