It's definitely an Attention Deficit, Bi-Polar-on-the-high-end, dyslexic kind of day. I'm glad I'm not in school right now. I've tried to blog all day and never finished more than two sentences. Everytime I began again, I changed subjects...decided to shoot out a lot of random posts on fb. THANK GOD He's all the medicine I'm on. I go to the Dr. almost daily...at 5 o'clock PDT: Dr. Oz. Once he gave the visual of what happens on the inside when we're becoming addicted, I vowed even stronger to stay away from prescribed meds. I realized after taking three acting classes simultaneously - classical theater, film/TV acting, & auditioning techniques where we covered the gamut - I can use these erratic emotions for performing & writing. With that said, I'm working on WAAAAY too many projects at once. but since can't be all completed at the same time, I'll always have something to work on.
...the wind blew...
By now, EVERYONE knows the blessing social networking can be...I make it known how much it's done for me...living happily 2166 miles from home (just wanted to be random again) I need facebook. Having connected w/so many old friends replenished the social butterfly in me. Reconnecting w/my Central State University family has unleashed the complete nut that I am. (There's a hint to a couple chapters in my autobiography.) Man, have I had my struggles...it's not easy to make new friends after 35 yrs of age. Having been sheltered most of my young life, mixing in being slow/naive...we could call my first few years out here "Clueless: The Adult Years." I was always told I could do anything I want, but I shouldn't want to do what I wanted to do..."Ruh?" Even the Mystery Gang gave up on trying to solve that one, but I'm a child of God and He who began a good work in me always assured me that He'd see me through to it. I would ask how, and He'd tell me throught the Holy Spirit to just trust Him...and while I didn't always, I was a child who was brought up in the way that I should go (by my Godparents,) so now I'm getting old I know not to depart from it. I've grown up, grown closer to God, and thus, closer to my goals. Look at me now! I'm going to have a Mary Tyler Moore moment on Hollywood Blvd. ...and hope my hat doesn't get stuck in a palm tree...or taken by a transient & used to collect change.
AND THE OSCAR FOR BEST ACTRESS GOES TO...(anxiety build, hyperventilation, heart palpations) JESSICA "ANGEL" CROLEY (SCREAMS, TEARS, THANK YOU, JESUS'S)...
Time to work on my speech & stuff.
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