Crazy

It's a crazy emotional week for me...having to deal with projects ending is always emotional & lonely, but I got a major high before the low having my niece & her friends come to the play closing, & drinking & laughing w/them for two days; then I dealt w/some rejection - OUCH, my ego, lol - & then today I learned of the death of a close family friend, & the passing of a college acquaintance with who I share a legal name. It happens in threes so...

It's been one of those weeks I can't put my finger on & I even feel it in the physical, one of those feelings I've not felt in so long that I forgot it was the sign of chaos. I try to remove myself from or limit social interactions with people who might sense but not understand my 'off behavior'. However, it's a good chaos. I have some adjusting & accepting to do. I have moves to make. I have roles to play.
Remember the next time someone is acting strangely to you, rather than throw out an accusation regarding their behavior, realize that something deeper is going on within them.
 
Thank you, God, for helping me get to know myself, and because I know you I never fret or fear.